Nightmares

I had a dream last night that I was "let go" from my job. The dream felt so real. The words spoken by my boss, the actions in the dream, were all things that they would do. That was the scariest part, I truthfully could see this dream happening. I came into work. I worked half a day and then Sally called me into the office. She told me that they were going to go a different direction with team. They were bringing in a director that applied to their add (I thought they were only seeking part time help). They were, she explained, until this man applied and he is coming in tonight and taking over your job. I was welcome to stay onboard but it would be part time and my entire staff was going to be fired. Girls moved around and what not. I quit on the spot. I told them I gave up three different offers for them. Better offers. I realized they didn't care. All is fair in business and at the end of the day, no matter how much time you may spend with a company, no matter how much you do, no matter how many hours you work, at the end of the day they will just toss you out on your ass to suit their needs.

Makes me realize, that all of this stress and worry is not worth it. I need to think about myself and what I want for my life. Because if they are only thinking about themselves, and I am only thinking about them, who is left to think about me?