I had a glass of wine tonight and it just was not the same without you. I miss your habit. I miss how you calm me when I am over anxious, upset, or excited. I miss how we used to share a cup of warm cinnamon coffee, long drives in the car, and our love for fine wine. I'm sure we will run into each other every now and again. Like a bad romance that you sometimes cannot tear yourself away from when you are face to face. But I finally had to aknowledge the horrible things you were doing to my life. And soon I will learn how to get on with my daily routine without you. One day you will be a small afterthought and not such a torment at my soul, exercising every bit of will power I have. I just wanted to say I am happy to have quit you, but I miss you at the moment,
Sincerely,
A week long non-smoker
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