Operation lose the clapper

I am overwhelmed and my life is yet again slightly out of balance (I believe this to be so because I actually dreamt I was in a yoga class and could not balance; if that's not a literal meaning I don't know what is). However, as I was running on the treadmill today, listening to music, I realized that the reason my life is out of balance is because I simply have too many goals to accomplish and this is unrealistic. As usual I am trying to do everything RIGHT NOW, I want it RIGHT NOW and I am setting unrealistic goals with unreasonable deadlines to get them done. I think this is because I feel as if I have reached my quarter life crisis, along with my mother not speaking to me it is causing me to focus on unimportant issues. So I have decided to set mini goals along with long term goals. I am so focused on long term goals that I am tripping over myself. Today is already Wednesday and I have to go out of town this weekend for work, along with having a multitude of private lessons and choreography sessions to pack in this week, my week is pretty much shot. But I set some mini-goals for the next four days and then decided tomorrow is a new week.

Crazy Week Short Term Goals:

Pay Tuition, Doctor Bill #2, Go through boxes in garage, Study for final #2 and Workout two more times this week, write two chapters in book.

I have decided that mini goals are stepping stones to my long term goals. Writing my book is on my list of things i want to accomplish and if I set aside time to write chapters I will eventually complete it (It is almost done;) and paying off my doctors bill is a big goal because I really want to pay off my credit card so I can get out of the devil's lair. And working out is part of operation lose the clapper! (My ass). So baby steps. I guess you have to crawl before you walk and I'm simply trying to run before I'm even able to crawl.

Well somehow I managed to fit things into my schedule today. I have to leave for work and I need to eat some lunch before I go because FOR REAL this time, I am giving up sugar. I am borderline diabetic, eating a ton of it because my theory is, I work out, I'm a size 6, who cares, but really it's causing my body to go hay wire and I wonder why my weight is fluctuating, my medicine isn't working and my skin is breaking out constantly. So no more sugar for me! For the second time.