Boredom and Dreams

So since I have been sick and doing nothing but laying on the couch for the past two days. I have officially started looking for apartments. I actually found some of the most gorgeous lofts in Cleveland that I would love to live in. Unfortunately lofts have upgraded from being the cheap and inexpensive way to live to being oversized, luxurious and the cutting edge in reality. I highly doubt that I am going to be able to afford some of these places since my maximum payment is in around $600, which includes utilities. I have found some cute studio apartments for $400 and some one bedrooms that include utilities for $550, and within walking distance of campus. I decided that living in an upscale loft was going to be a goal of mine to set. I am going to find a way to make enough money to be able to afford a loft like the one that I want to live in. I'm not sure how I am going to find time to do that yet but I have decided to try.

I had a dream that I was happily pregnant last night. Waking up this morning in a sheer state of panic, I realized that I was most definitely not pregnant so I was wondering what dreaming of pregnancy meant. So I of course looked it up. The dream interpreter said the following "To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it.�This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal."

How indicative of how I've been feeling lately. I was very excited to know that my at least my subconscious might have some direction to life. So hear it is, almost noon on a Sunday. My goal for today is to simply paint, maybe work out a little, such as some yoga, nothing too strenuous since I've been sick. I want to do some laundry and put a bunch of clothes away, write some more in my Dear Jose book and look over my never ending list and start to plan another adventure to crossing things off my to-do list!