Wednesday, January 5, 2011

You win again Insomnia

So they added another Stats class. Maybe God just likes to test my patience and persistence. I was so stressed out I could not sleep last night, which made me realize that I need to stop trying to control every outcome and manipulate it the way I want it to go. I need to relax and just let it happen, realize that at the end of the day, laying in bed at midnight, there is nothing that I can do at that moment to change the outcome of my day. All I can do is get a good nights sleep, wake up and try again in the morning. In actuality, what is really happening is that I am so stressed out, I can't sleep and then I can't get up early because I am so exhausted, then I get nothing done before work and the cycle starts all over again. I need to focus my priorities here. AND WILL SOMEONE GIVE ME SOME DAMN AMBIEN HERE!

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