Have you seen my motivation?

So I obviously haven't updated in a while because quite frankly I have seemed to have lost my motivation. I haven't even been motivated to update my facebook, so don't feel too neglected. My motto lately has been, "why do today what I can put off til tomorrow?" I don't even feel like working today. Probably because I prefer to put off all my work until the day before my day off so I have so much to do I am frantically running around my office like a chicken with my head cut off. It's fun, you should try it. Plus the big boss thinks you are extremely motivated and determined, so I feel it's a win win.

Atikin's diet update: I'm still eating healthy for the most part. I do eat carbs before and after my workouts but spend the majority of the day eating healthy and no carb. Which let me tell you, is a pain in the ass with as much Halloween candy floats around work this time of year.

Dating update: Hmmm what dating life? Ann and I rejoined match. Though skeptical, I wasn't dating after that and so I thought, hmm round 2? Which is proving to be just as unsuccessful as round one. I mean, I don't pretend to understand why I am this amazing one date wonder (I should have went as that for halloween! Maybe next year). I mean getting a date is not a problem, it's getting a second date. I think I'm charming and attractive, but obviously my dates aren't feeling the same way. You can only come up with so many excuses (he has ex issues, commitment issues, maybe he's gay?) Pretty soon I'm going to have to face the fact that maybe I am just destined to live alone in a small tiny one bedroom apartment (that I still want to turn into a walk in closet), and pretend like I'm okay with having no husband, no children and a bunch of non existent cats. I've been dating since I was fifteen! Where is he hiding already?

The more I date, the more I realize how much I am married to my job and how much I do not want my job to define who I am. I need some new hobbies. Better yet I need some time for those hobbies.

Well I need to go teach my class, and count down the hours until I can go home and lay in my comfortable bed and read L.A Candy (by Lauren Conrad), a horrible excuse for a book. Even the writing is poorly done. You would have thought that MTV would have been able to pay for a better editor. Nonetheless, it's a hobby I do, read and obsessively check my match because if you have ever been on a social networking site, you know, it's addicting.