Brutal honesty

Perhaps it was unconventional, perhaps too immature and not like I had planned it to be in my mind; but I did it. It is amazing how words released onto paper and out of my head can have such a positive effect on me. No matter what the outcome, I finally was able to say my peace. The words drifted from my mind through my keyboard and into his ears. There were no awkward silences, no pauses, no stuttering, no change to recant what I had said for it is forever documented on cyber space.

For the first time; I don't have any inclination as to how he will take this, process this, or what he will do about it. All I know is that I have tried. I said what needed to be said for the sake of my sanity and if things don't go as I would have hoped, I will never have to look back and wonder if things would have been different had I just opened my mouth.