Redecorating from the outside in

I need to do something with this apartment. I need money to do something with this apartment. But I need to create a more peaceful living space. I know they say build it up slowly, but I am not that type of person. I want it all down now. So I'm going to start the process of designing one room at a time and I think I will start with my sanctuary of a bedroom. That is what is the greatest disaster. The smallest room imaginable (not like anything else about this apartment is big). And then maybe I can ebay things I like so I can keep costs down. I want to do my bedroom in black and pink. I love pink, I love black and I love them even more together so It makes sense.

On an unrelated topic I have decided to attend [fighters] fight on Saturday. Even though I am not thrilled about this decision because it will be hard to see him. I heard that he wants me there and so I am going to go. I am giving up the islands for his fight, but I guess those are the things you do for someone you did and still care about.

[Shrink]. Hmmm can't figure him out. Either he plays the game just as hard or harder, he's just a jerk who is beginning to let his true colors show, or he is trying to get me to write him off so he doesn't look like a jerk, I can't quite tell. All I know is I did not like his "tru dat" and "yo" responses in a conversation last night. I mean c'mon, who does that? My guy friends don't even talk to me like that because they know how much it urks me. So this guy was seriously trying to push my buttons. Whatever, he thinks I'm going to write him off, I'll just wait a few days and text him something just because. I have no intentions of seeing him at this point, but I can play the game. He thinks I will just write him off, hmmm, not this girl. I can keep you on your toes too. This is now becoming more like a game of fun tug of war while I can concentrate on other prospects. Jerk!

well more later...time to clean myself up and head to work.