For the essence of time!

I have given up on my irrational Monday love interest. I did not hear from him much this weekend, and by much, I mean not at all. I found myself wondering what happened to my non-existent lover and that was when I realized that perhaps he had gotten to my heart a little and not just my nether regions. So I decided to pull the plug, forget, and move on with my life and search for a meaningful relationship and not just one that seemed to be convenient more me but was more of a convenience for him. Giving up on this has allowed me to go to bed early and begin to appreciate my love for Tuesdays even more so. I woke up early. I was able to enjoy my morning coffee and good conversation with my mother (who is finally speaking to me again!) I made it to class on time and now I have a two hour break! I came to the library to print off all of my notes and slides for class because it's free! I regret to inform everyone that I am participating equally in the demise of the rainforest's but if I do not print my notes and scientific papers, I will not read them. My focus turns to interesting blogs, my obsession with craigslist and facebook whenever I am on my computer and I drift away from what I am supposed to be doing ever so easily. So now, I have a little under two hours before my next class and I plan to read a little, blog a little, fill out some paperwork and answer any emails I may have.

I have turned off my phone. I do not want anyone to call. I found myself fantasizing about this thought the other day. I was trying to take a nap. All I wanted on Saturday was a twenty minute nap before I had to anxiously get ready for my date. In an hours time, my phone rang over five times. Why I did not have the will power to simply turn it off, I do not know. My obsession with my cellular phone and communication baffles even myself. I found myself fantasizing about an island. Where I would lay in the sand an leave my phone a drift on a boat in the middle of the Indian Ocean where nobody could reach me. I want to lose contact with the world some days. I have decided to put that on my list of 100 things to do: Disregard Cell phone for 24 hours! Do you think I can do it blogger?

Speaking of my list of things to do, I need to start completing some more things on my list. I know I keep saying I am going to post it, in which I will...when I have both time and my list in hand. I am going snowboarding at the end of February, so one thing will be checked off there. I am actively working on living on my own but finding decent places in even more decent neighborhoods is not a decently easy thing to do. I found a beautiful vase for the beautiful place that I have yet to find and when I find it I will buy beautiful flowers to go in and that will complete another item on my list. I am almost finished with my dear Jose book, in fact I could be finished now, I am just a perfectionist and want it to be perfect if I am going to spend money in publishing it. In fact I think I will work on it today and just send it out to be published and then wallah another item checked off my list.

At least the sun is shining in dreary Ohio this morning. It is groundhogs day and therefore we obviously have 6 more weeks of winter. What I am inclined to ask is what it matters anyway? Even if his shadow is not seen, we have 6 more weeks of winter. Silly American traditions!

Well blogger, I am going to continue to do nothing as I sit here in the library. I will update you tediously at a later date!